eEeha. Going to the airport soon. Nah, i'm not flying off.
It seems like i've been to the airport upteem times this year. My brother flying off to other countries for his army training, flying off to Australia with his buddies to enjoy, me flying off to America for OM, fetching my uncle there and back with his buisness trips. ...Hmm..
I like the airport, especially when you're the one who's flying off. Just sitting there and waiting, looking at the planes which are either landing or going. It's so different from our daily lives. The people who land, the people who go. Just a glimpse that we have of them, and then they are gone. You leave everything behind and you are gone too. Everything is different, and it seems just for a while that nothing matters much anymore. You don't know what the others are doing, you don't know where they are going. The interraction that you have with them is just a spilt of a second
and then, who knows?

----- Back from the airport.
aRharh. Suddenly i felt so foreign. Sitting on the car with my sis driving, looking at the expressway with so many other cars and i realised everyone of them has a story of their own. You may have seen them before you may not, but everyone out there, who knows when there'll be a second you, or a second group of your friends. You get what i mean... nvm.

wHeee.. after this, all the photos will be uploaded. =) Happy! ^.^

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Yesterday went to watch The Park. Very sad story!!! =( peEwEee.. Sad sad sad sad sad story. So many people die. My Ah Dan also die! =x Hai... >.< But not bad larh. ^.^ Got money go watch lorh. =) Arhh~~ There goes my Amen.
And i LOVE the dog we bought for her.!! It's so cute! So pudgy squashy waudgy. wOoohoooo~ ^.^

-oKay. board with blogging already. i shall go upload the pic ^.^

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aHarh...as much as you are a dear to me. I know you won't bother to read my blog. //wistfulsmile// It's alright, even more the better because you won't know what's going on.. =) Better to be in doubt then to know the truth yea... aHarh.

HuKa fell today!! >.< Reminded me of my fall in America. aHarh. and i just described it to her. wHee.. grossed her out i think. aHArh.

Sigh. Bring me back to the topic again. A very moving entry in someone's blog. http://sheen-sonata.diaryland.com/ [25th October]

I'm sad...

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22 Oct 2003 10.20pm
No connection today but i just have to blog today's entry down. why? aHarh, maybe because it can be counted as one of my worst days ever, when all you feel was just bad bad and bad. what else...let's see, and worse i guess. =\ Nothing seems to go right today. Perhaps it started yesterday night already ba.. but today, argh. it's a bad day. wHee..let's go celebrate on that. ^.^ ...piAk.

As expected, the result recieved today was horrible. But as i said, its expected. But thankfully i'll manage to pass overall. but i still want 304 up as a Class. aRgh..i'm whinning. Whinning and whinning terribly and i don't know how to spell whinning. Everything is just going from bad to worse. Argh. i shan't comment anymore.

...But of course being the bigmouthcan'tkeepmymouthshutformorethan2secondsdiediealsohavetotalk person that i am, i won't.

arGh. what will happen to us next year? Who would expect such a thing to happen, and we are really dense enough to miss everything. Self-absorbed? aHarh. But we never learn to treasure things until they are gone, or going at least. Why must he leave... I don't want him to leave!! aRgh. I'm really going to scream the roof down. Look, how many teachers are there in the world who are so nice they allow you to sleep-eat-enjoy-relax-andatthesametimelearn in their classes? Not many. And how many of those are posted to our school? One i think. And he's leaving after just one year. For once i passed my Chinese paper 2, and he's leaving. what the.. =x Must he must he must he leave leave leave.. I don't think there will be other teachers who are capable of controlling our class and earning our respects like him already, and i don't want to consider any possibilities. Yes. I'm being defiant rude selfish or whatever you can think of but I just don't want him to go. We haven't even give him a teachers' day gift, our class tee, invite him to anything special or do anything sweet and he's Leaving. What nonsense is this.. ...Sad. =(

And Janet Ng, our form teacher, Mrs Ng, ex-Ms Lim. aRgh. who would have thought that she'll get sick. She's right. We take things for granted. We just assumed. But that's not the case. She's sick, and i don't think she's been feeling any better, and there we are, causing her so much trouble, disappointing her with our results. What are we. =x She don't even know if she's going up with us next year. Ms Ang don't even know if she's going up with us next year, and next year, he'll be with SJI. What rubbish is this. Our supposedly most important year, and those who matters may not be with us anymore. ...plain rubbish.

Today is a bad day. It seems like nothing is going right. and just to prove my point, on my way back with huiyi, she met her father and her father told her her hamster died. wOw. =x

wHee. Such a happy day. Let's just all go bang the wall and get enrolled into SJI. yea, and dragged mrs ng and ms ang with us. that will be nice. andmysisishereandidon'twantherreadingthissoishalljustenditoffhere. mUack everyone. =) whEe. ...

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Hai. So far i have been passing all the subjects. Okay, SS with Moderation, which is quite disappointing, but still i passed and that's more than i can ask for now. Feeling not good now, and tomorrow we're taking back Chem and History. =x Which is bad, because i will never be able to pass them. ...Sigh. ARGH! I'M DESPERATE NOW! I WANT TO BE PROMOTED I DON'T WANT TO BE RETAINED. I WANTE 304 ALL UP AS A CLASS. ...nevermind.

aHarh. "HI MINNY HI MINNY!!!!oops =X wo wang ji le.ying gai jiang hua yu o!ming tian jian ba, xiaoyuan'er" ... =x Muahaha..

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wHee.e. I've got a new WindChime! =) Lalala..maybe i should take a photo of all my windchimes =) and of course, Ellie! ^.^ wHeee my darLing! =) Hahahaha... kK. ^.^

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