Saturday, October 18, 2003


Duck
You are Kooky's Preagnat Purple duck! Call this
number and it will get you help, maybe it's not
your fault your crazy but other people may be
afraid to venture clower to you in fear of your
contagous weirdness.


Which posession are you?
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posted by i fly// 7:40 AM

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24th November
wHeee... That will be the last one. =) Have i mentioned how absolutely i love taking X-Rays, changing into those weird clothes and just waiting there for oh-so-long again and again, just waiting for the last few words, "No deprovement." Oh wow, that is so fun and i just so love every minute of it. ^.^
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oK, actually its not that bad.aHarh... It's quite fun larh. Kay. And 24th November will be the last check-up! wHeee. =) aHArh... Quite sad haRh, but will save my parents a lot of money larh. So there. =)

posted by i fly// 6:44 AM

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wHeee..Had fun at Kbox. Look at HuKa's blog. oK. That's it i guess. =) wHee.

| oK.fine.i.don't.know.what.happened.but.its.fine.Fine. |

posted by i fly// 5:57 AM

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Thursday, October 16, 2003


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//asleep fall//-

posted by i fly// 5:29 AM

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Wednesday, October 15, 2003


aHaha...Was looking at those travel adverts going to Taiwan, and suddenly decided i'll rather go Genting this holiday instead, because it will be no fun without my siblings!! And it'll be just me..me..and still me. =x Nvm, since i'm so self-absorbed..~~ hArha..

Started picking up the piano again. =) And not playing those popular Hits either. Playing those classical songs, and really liking it. =) Guess i've not touched the piano for a very long time, and yea, i'm not great at it or anything, but still its a nice feeling. =) I like! Hahaha.. kK. Forgot what i came to blog about initially, but i'm very hAppy becAuse i"m goiNg tO thE zOo tOmoRroWwww! ^.^ wHeeeE! =)

ahArh. guess i'm blogging a lot today. 8)

posted by i fly// 8:24 AM

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Nothing better to do today since my Theory lesson's cancelled, so came online again and look what i found! wHeeE! =)

[ Taken from www.msn.com ]



Clay Aiken's Painful Secrets

Clay Aiken went from runner-up "Idol" to platinum-selling recording artist, and now his first full-length album "Measure of a Man" drops on Oct. 14. The singer sat down with Access Hollywood's Shaun Robinson and revealed painful secrets from his past.

Shaun Robinson: About the relationship that you never had with your father, you actually called him a 'sperm donor.' Tough words, but it obviously stems from a very tough childhood, right?

Clay Aiken: In a way, the majority of the situation happened early on in life. The difficult part is that I'm usually an open book and I don't mind talking about it, but I've also got my mother to think about. So when I open my book up I open her book up too, and she's a very private person.

Although Clay tries to protect his mother, who he claims was abused by his father, he has no regrets going public.

Shaun: Do you wish you had never talked about your father at all?

Clay: Sometimes I do. I think the first thing that triggered it all was a story that came up in the Star. In that article they made my mom look somewhat bad which was not true. It needed to be addressed just to set the record straight.

Shaun: You've obviously survived a very tough childhood.

Clay: You know, I think I grew from it too.

Clay grew into an overnight sensation, complete with tabloid frenzy and speculation, most notably the rumors of him being gay, which he denies. In fact, Clay told Shaun he's almost ready to have that special lady in his life.

Shaun: Are you dating anybody?

Clay: I'm not, my schedule has been so busy and I need somebody to go to the American Music Awards with.

Shaun: Who would be the perfect date to the AMAs?

Clay: Hmmm, Miss Oklahoma. I sang for the Miss America Pageant.

Shaun: You took a liking to Miss Oklahoma?

Clay: Yes, and I'm sure she's sitting at home right now so embarrassed.

---------------------------------wHeeE! ^.^

| You.are.no.longer.accepted.You.are.formally.rejected.From.the.one.you.hurt |

posted by i fly// 12:01 AM

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Tuesday, October 14, 2003


oh wHee.. Tried to edit the lyrics to Today, but i couldn't find the edit thing anymore. Ok, maybe i don't know How to. 8) hArk. I'll post it again then, the edited [fine,so i copied it out from Janice's blog.Keke] one, since it's such beautiful lyrics. =) wOohOo~!

Today
Sozzled

I've always tried my best, but its never good enough
I've always tried to impress, but I never could go far
I'm beginning to question, my regression
Heal the wreckage on my heart
Am i ever gonna find, a brighter side of me
Like a prisoner confined, in my own captivity
Maybe its finally time, to take back what is mine
I'm not afraid to shine

And now i try to, live it up today
Im hoping that, I won't lose my way
Again, I think I'll be okay
The pain, I'll make it go away, today

Uncertainty tears into me, as I scream out to myself
But then again I am the key, to my own journey out of hell
I must hold on, and keep going strong
I won't bid my farewell
What if I said, that I live my life alone
Can I go ahead, and do this on my own
I decide my own fate, its for me to create
I hope that I've grown

posted by i fly// 10:12 PM

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..Oh my, i just did the dumbest thing. Typed this rather long blog, and clicked "Ctrl Z", and deleted everything away. ... aHArh, i guess it's rather funny now come to think of it. Whatever. ....... I don't use to like that word, what am i doing typing it? -sHrug- wHatever. Hahaha.. 8) So yea, now i'm using my bro's com again. Without him knowing it. wHeee. 8) Haha..

This past one week odd have been hectic! What with all the things that are going on with my closest buddies who are now attached ;), and also with the dreaded Exam Week. aHarh. But with all these mugging going on, i can still feel things ..changing. But anyway.. yea. Been studying outside so much for the past few weeks! Very rarely will i get home before 9, usually around 9 plus 10, and my family have seen me almost as much as they see my brother, who is away on Army for almost one week, minus the weekends. =x Yea, kinda miss them while we're studying. Haha.. but anyway, Guess! Where is the nicest place to study? ....wHee... MacDonalds and Burger Kings! Haha.. cRap. But they're nice, unlike KFC. =x Which don't allow any kids in for some studying. Like... =x aHArh. Really enjoyed those studying times, haha..perhaps its because i'm hanging out with my friends at the same time. One really memorable night was the night we were cramming for Physics. That was horrible and really sweet at the same time. Hahaha.. And now with no more Exams going on, it's like i have nothing to do at night anymore, and yea...feel kinda weird. ahArh... perhaps i have grown to like studying? x) aHAh.. i doubt so. It's just the hanging out. ...come to think of it, somewhat like OM. The hanging out. =) But now, i'm just glad the Exams are over for me. Too much fast food restuarants already! Smelling of fast food everywhere i go. aRgh. =x and stuyding out means gorging on food, which equates to Putting on weight! Hahaha.. what rubbish.

and so... now the two of my closest buddies are attached... ...don't know what to say. Of course i'm happy for them. =) The smiles that they have on their faces, and i know that those two guys are really fortunate people. Hahaha...=) But still... things are different now. Different not in any bad ways, different not in any good ways. It's just simply Different. A natural Different, and i'm coping with it. Yea. we all are i guess. =) I'm not going to say more today, because i know how sensitive my darhlings are, and how much they care for their friends, and also because i can feel myself changing too. Yea...so i guess that's about it.

Read my horoscope in The Sunday Times on Sunday, and mine said something like, while enjoying your new life do not forget the good friends who have stuck by your side. I guess that's true in some extent for me, and i want you guys out there to know that i really care =) aHArh..maybe not as much as i'll like to, maybe not as often nor not as obvious as you would have know, but yea, i do care. =) Hey, is it weird? Me refering to you all as my darhlings. Hahaha.. but aH, the word just rolled off my tongue yea. wOoHoo!

It's been a really long post. Think i'll end it off already. =) wHeee! I'm going to the Zoo tomorrow with my seven most treasured darhlings!! ^.^ And with all the monkeys, elephants, hippos, penguins, giraffes, and what and what?? the PLAYGROUND! YesH! Ah... wHeeeEe! =) And Finally, i'm going to take NeoPrints with Monica, Shawna, Fifi, Shushu and Vicki. Knowing them for 3 years already, and i've never taken any neoprints with them. ...Hm.. Arwell. Tomorrow will be a Happy day! =) Lalalalala... ^.^ //victory sign with lopsided mouth// Hahaha.. Thanks for being there everyone. =) *mUack.

posted by i fly// 10:06 PM

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WheEE!! EOY's Finally O-V-E-R!! ^.^


... K. i think i'll go and study now. =x

posted by i fly// 6:07 AM

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