Saturday, September 13, 2003

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posted by i fly// 6:29 AM
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Friday, September 12, 2003
Yesterday i met Bouncy and HuKa's friends at Long Johns to do homework, and at one point i can't believed that i'm almost on the verge of tears.
... OM.
Yea. HuKa and Bouncy and the rest of them have always given us a special lucky charm or something before our major competition. The Inter-School competition and the Nationals. But for World Finals, they were not there. Call me superstitious or whatever, but i can't help thinking that if they were there, if they had given us something, a fruit with encouragements written on top as they usually did, maybe things will turn out different.
HuKa said:" Shi4 Ni3 Men2 Lan3 Duo4 Larh..."
Yea...its because of us, and i'm just grabbing something to throw the blame on. How long has it been...? Almost 3 months already and i still can't help feeling regretful for not grabbing that chance. >.< ShOot mE~~~
posted by i fly// 11:55 PM
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Thursday, September 11, 2003
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good looking , good guys , pleasant personality,
but ometimes maybe over confident.usually well
liked by many girls
What school boy would u most likly to date?
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posted by i fly// 2:58 AM
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Argh. I feel so angry after i read the review for Turn Left Turn Right from The Straits Times! >.< That person must be a super loyal worker for MediaWorks or something, or just simply a boring chap with no feelings. Gosh. Poor thing, all logic and no emotions. Tsk Tsk. !!! Angry! >.<
What he said is simply rubbish, so don't read his review, or if you have read it already just simply ignored it because he's a big liar who lies without uh, breaking his pen or sth. =x And i feel so sad for him with all the movies that he's watching, since from his review you can see clearly that the movies he likes are dull-draggy-long winded-meaningless movies. He wants everything up to people's imagination, so why not we just filmed one moview with two people walking and leave everything up to him yea? Let his sit all alone in his cinema watching and enJoying it. Yea, we're so kind. ^.^
And to clear up his words, the two extra characters are Not annoying. They are there to evoke feelings you see. Such that we'll waver between sadness and happiness. In case for your sorry self that you don't know, there is such a thing called humour, comedy. EH! HaiyO. angry larh. How can he write such rubbish. >.<
posted by i fly// 12:22 AM
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Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Had Chem make-up today... It was alright, learnt a few things. ^.^ And oh yea. Calculated and let's see... Me and Janice will be able to get to Sec 4 by the time we're 28. 28 only what..not long. Wheee.... Since we took around 20 mins to do one MCQ, one paper 1 hour 40 MCQ, you do the calculations. We'll need 13 + years before we can finish the paper since there's only one final per year. So yea, actually it should be 14 years, and so we'll finally finish our Chem Paper 1 by the time we're 29? Wow... =x Kekeke...
Turn Left Turn Right
!!!! This movie is a Must-Watch!! It's so sweet... ^.^ Love it love it love it! But too bad i was late for around 5 mins, but still manage to catch from the introduction of casts onwards =) Was crying like crazy throughout the show, and not because its heart-wrenching sad... but really a mixture of sadness happiness and many others. And really when you think about it, its kinda blends into our everyday life, how we lose something so easily just because we did not grab hold of it. How someone might be so near and yet so far...
Won't spoil the story line for those who haven't catch it. Really, its a Must-See! ^.^
posted by i fly// 7:41 AM
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Tuesday, September 09, 2003
Oh my. Pamela!! I was viewing your pic, and then i accidentally closed the window with my half-written blog!! Hahaha..nvm ^.^ I'll just re-type. They are happy memories anyway!! ^.^
eXpreSSionsS
The Expressions camp was fun. =) Really enjoyed it, especially today! Felt quite sad that it was the last day... But still it was fun. =) Really didn't expect it to have any participants, much less a success!! Hahaha.. and was rather shocked it's actually this week. Kept thinking its far far away or sth. The first day was still allright, but me and Monica left after lunch. Heard that the WebQuest wasn't any fun, but Mr Adrain Chan is a nice person yea. ^.^ Hahaha.. And we were the camera men yesterday!! Which rawks cause we took lots of photos. And some junk photos too.. of our legs and stuffs. Hahaha.. I like the curry puff at today's tea time!! Hahaha..it was way better than yesterday's lunch. I hate viggies, and the chicken has hairs on them!! Hahaha... Yea, and me and Monica left at lunch yesterday. Have i said that already? Kekeke... But we swopped duties with the others to come by down again today as Camera Men again because today's lesson includes Drama!! Which R.A.W.K.S. Cause Gary Tang Rawks. Hahaha. ^.^
But some people didn't come today, maybe because of the bad experience or something yesterday, but they're missing out alot!! The morning today was still oKay. ^.^ It was fun because me and Monica were taking loads of junk shots or ourselves! Hahahaha.. and we had this criminal series too. Hahaha, which Ms Teo joined in too ^.^ *mUack! So urm, yea... //look left look right// uh, we're not really exactly responsible for the battery low thing yea. yea.... //look left look right// Harhahaha!! ^.^ Things picked up during the second hour or so.. Cause we followed Group A to Drama! Boy, its hilarious... All the games. Quite disappointed we didn't managed to untangle ourselves for the Octopus, but it was realy fun. Hahaha, i was practically hugging Magdeline throughout!! I think its Magdeline, can't really see her face so yea you know how i was holding her. But hahahaha, Poor girl. Hahaha.. ^.^ But it would really be fantastic if we could work it out! If only it wasn't for the lunch time. Too bad Monica left before the game... =x Lunch was nice! Bee Hoon with Chicken Wings. Kekeke..Nicer than yesterday's anyway.. ^.^ But decided to stay for the whole thing partly because of the drama lessons for Group B, and partly because I want to see their group presentation. ^.^
Lunch time i saw Bouncy, and was quite sorry to leave her all alone because we had originally planned to do homework together. But it worked out fine in the end =) Got really High during Lunch, and yea, was super hyper when i brought Group B to the drama room. Just hope they don't feel the urge to punch me or something. Or worse, Zao3 Ren2 Lai2 Kan3 Wo3. Hahahaha.. ^.^ But i was quite insensitive because I just got so used to being around people who understand the way that i speak, that i forgot about those who don't. Janet Ng will kill me for that. =x Tried to get Group B talking while we're waiting for Mr Tang, but yea... basically its just me blabbering about what Janet Ng said and yea. Ran out of things to say, but Mr Tang came. Come to think of it, should have played Ouch. Hahahah ^.^ I love that game. =)
After that was the tea-break again before their group presentation. Was really tried by then, i don't know why. Me Ming Xiu and Yi Fang just stood there with the wind blowing against us, looked across at those buildings and trees and start singing those sad songs like An Jing, Qing Tian and At the Beginning. And i thought of the song Vicki wrote for us, and started to miss OM so much! So we weren't really migling around.. Heh, but just seating there.
I miss OM. =x
hEh... And so we helped out with one group's performance, I was the Taxi Driver. hahahahaha.. and i think i went off too early. Heh =P But basically it was very fun and amusing!! Took a last group photo, and just when i was about to press the click, it ran out of battery! Had to run to get my own camera then.. ^.^
And the end, the end of the whole camp, i had to cross the bridge,so was sort of walking with those from Regents, since they're heading towards Westmall. ^.^ Was tired already, and didn't know what to talk to them about. Heh..i need my friends around me!! ^.^ But it was rather funny... cause Halfway through Michael started saying one of their Regent cheers i think. Hahahahaha... But at the bus stop again, talked a bit, but i slipped away soon because.. Yea, i need my friends with me. Keke... ^.^ But he said i look like i'm from Sec 4. Eh..old le. Harhahahaha.. =)
But yea..it all ended there i guess. Evelyn, Magdeline,Nazara, Joanne, Issac, Michael, Shaun aka Grace, Mohammad, Arnold Stanley. Hahaha... those from AES, Regent, Jurong, Unity, Chestnut Sec .... ^.^ Don't know if i've missed out any school cause i've got really bad memory and spelling. =x Keke..But yea, you guys are great! ^.^ *mUack. Hahahaha...
Yea, so i guess this the end of eXpreSSions ^.^
posted by i fly// 4:58 AM
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Today was another ending. The Expressions Camp in school ended.
... i don't like endings.
And so on my way home today on bus 171, i regretted not talking to them more at the bus stop. I mean, all i did was to mumbble a few words and then i slipped away. When i got down the bus, i did the stupidiest thing ever. I actually sat at the bus stop to wait for the bus that they are taking, 852, to pass by before walking home. I hope they didn't see me. It would be so embarrassing!! But as i sat there waiting for their bus to pass, which was a long time, i started thinking about a lot of things, and i guess i really enjoyed just sitting there and looking around, not doing anything much. oKay- i was sms'ing. hEh ^.^
But you get the gist. I started thinking about OM. Yea..again. I guess there must something seriously wrong with me. I thought about the song that Vicki penned for us. We are the true Champions... That was really sweet. =) And i started thinking about the time me and weiShyuan just lied down on the mini bridge above the pond, and started talking. Talking about what? Hahaha.. we were talking about how we want to be ceremented when we die. Seriously. It was the documentary show the day before which psycho me into thinking about this topic. We discussed many things, such like... when do we know we'll die, will you want people to cry for you...
"I want to be scattered over the sea..."
"Ew... but the fish will like eat you up or something..."
"Then i guess...I'll want them to burn me, and then use my ash to plant a sunflower."
It was the first time we just you know, relaxed and talk about things that are... different. Those memories are very sweet. =)
"Keep those memories in your heart, deep down, and lock them up, and throw away the keys, so that no one can take them away from you..."
And so i started thinking about the song, humming it to myself over and over again because i only know the tune of the first two lines.. Keke. And as i was thinking, there are tears in my eyes for reasons i don't know why. Maybe its PMS or sth. Harharh.. I just sat there thinking. And the strangest thing happened. I looked up at the sky wide before me, and though its still very bright, I closed my eyes and made a wish as though on a star. And not once, but maybe twice or thrice. 852 came... and i stood up and walked off.
But i really liked the feeling of just seating there and just looking, thinking, just being alone in my Fantasy. ^.^ So i just sat down at the ledge surrounding the generator not far away. I guess the woman sitting next to me at the bus stop is wondering what's wrong with me. Hahaha.. ^.^ But it was so sweet. Its like looking at everything for the first time..
There are small trees still in their plastic wrapping waiting to be planted.
The trees lining the road at the Condo upfront are so straight and co-ordinated.
The place is just really green. Lots of plants and trees.
But aHa..that's practically all that i can remember. I guess it was nothing much, but the experience at that time was something new and refreashing. =) And after a while, i continued on my walk back, and then on the way up that drain ,which is affectionally called Stupas by us ^.^ , I stopped at around the 6th or 7th step, and sat down again. I took in the view before me.. a very boxed up scene. Obviously i can't let my family see this. Hahaha... And i thought i heard someone, so i turned around and saw this black dog at the top or the drain. I'm afraid of dogs. Hahaha, so i went up and back into my house and came down, without taking off my skirt or socks, and went straight to the computer to blog it down. The day when i just sat there and think.
posted by i fly// 3:38 AM
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Monday, September 08, 2003
To all my Darhlings out there... My family. OMners including my longest best buddy Monica - HuKa. Ah Boun. HayDee. Pamele. Sophia. Cyn Li. ...
I love you guys!! Hahaha.. =) You guys Rawk. ^.^
I mean, yea. Maybe it's kinda weird that i'm going around saying I love you, but what Janet Ng said is true. We do not know if tomorrow will come, so While i can, I'll say it now. I love you guys! =) And of course, i meant what i said. If i do not meant it, i won't say it yea. Hahahaha... =) Thankew for Just being there! ^.^
posted by i fly// 7:56 AM
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