Monday, June 30, 2003
Argh, i very sad now. =( I forgot it was the fifth week meaning there's no lesson.!! So i walked to my lesson place, looked in, all black, Oh, fifth week Bought my dinner and walk all the way back home, WHEN IN ACTUAL FACT I COULD HAVE GONE TO THE AIRPORT TO SEE MY BROTHER OFF. -.-" AND I CAN'T GO TO THE AIRPORT AND WELCOME HIM BACK WHEN HE COMES HOME BECAUSE I REALLY HAVE LESSON THAT DAY!!Sad-ded. Very Very Very Sad-ded. =(
Ah, did I mention, my brother fetched me to school today. ^.^ With my father sitting beside him lah. Hahaha... ^.^ Kee..
posted by i fly// 5:26 AM
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I'm missing OM.. =(
Today during E.Lit lesson, Ms Cheah mentioned sth about Style, and i immediately thought of OM, of our Style marks and everything. Have been thinking these past few days. I think i've really slacked a lot. I suddenly thought of so many things which i should have done for the World Finals, but have forgotten to. Things like taping up my sleeve, wearing that garbage costume inside the other one, singing at the correct time and correct pitch. But i didn't. Maybe because i think, since we've got through the Nationals, we're bound to get through the World Finals. I still remember my conversation with ShuShu, when we tried to persuade Vicki [who is on the verge of craziness or sth, suddenly deciding that she don't want to go America] to go to the World Finals, we said the line, "We're invincible".
But are we?
For Nationals Spontaneous, although we didn't do much practicing, Ms Chen has at least geared us up before our competition, getting our minds in that mood. For Long-term, though we were always overtime, we took notice of those nitty-gritty things, we were there early and got prepared early enough for us to relax before our competition. Our props were working, our lines were fine. We were nervous, but we pulled through it. But what did we do for World's? We only have had one miserable weak run-through before we packed our props. Our backdrop were unstable, we didn't discuss our make-up. We didn't pack enough materials, though we brought the tools. [We brought a saw there for goodness sake.Hark Hark...^.^] We were so focused on having fun, that we forgot what we were there for. We were there to win. We boasted so much beforehand!! We end up getting so flustered just before our Long Term, not having enough time for our make up and such, and for Spontaneous, we did nothing to warm ourselves up. Most of us were having difficulty opening our eyes before that because we just had a long nap. We were too lazy to do any practicing before the competition to warm up our minds. There are so many things that we should have and could have done. We shouldn't be getting the rank that we've gotten...
But those are just my thoughts these few days. Thinking about all those Might-Have-Been.
posted by i fly// 2:42 AM
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