Hahahaha. A Quote from HuKa's blog: thanx alot to minY!!
Welcome Welcome. ^.^
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My mom showed me this article this morning. It's about this 12 year old boy who commited suicide. He wrote a letter to his parents. It goes something like this:
A house. A car with driver. Burn me a couple of servants. and four bodyguards to help me when people bully me. and the whole series of [Little Monk] comic. And promise me not to cry...except for my funeral, or else...Hee Hee. And be happy, for this is my last request.
My mom was saying what a silly boy he was, to think that [it will be just like travelling, going to another world when he died, and enjoy all the things that will be burn to him at his request].
I thought it was quite sweet of him. He is obviously not happy here, and everything that he asks for is what we have taken for granted all these while. And his last sentence, [promise me not to cry, and be happy]... -sHrugs- I don't know what to say, but may he gain happiness and be with God now. =)
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Unchained Melody
Oh, my love, my darling,
I've hungered for your touch a long,
lonely time. Time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much.
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God speed your love to me.
Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea,
to the open arms of the sea.
Lonely rivers sigh, wait for me,
wait for me.
I'll be coming home, wait for me.
Oh, my love, my darling,
I've hungered for your touch a long
lonely time. Time, goes by so slowly,
and time can do so much,
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God speed your love
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[If you're reading my blog...]
Just finish reading your OD, and you've got a very beautiful style of writing. =) But you always sound so depressed, so unlike you. Is everything alright now? ^.^
Smile
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile
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Shalala..got our thermometers today, and mine is so -dOt-!! hahaha. Firstly, it refuses to beep, so i have to retake ard 2,3 times in the morning, and in the second retake, my temperature rose to 37.5! Took it out and retake before i'm being sent to [the room]. Hahahaha..And at 10.40am, it didn't beep again, and i have to re-take. But this time, it's oKay on the second try. Got a 37.0, and a 37.1 today. ^.^
My sister Finally bought the Candy Floss Machine!!! Shalalalala~ :D Shall feed myself of Candy Flosss Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner tomorrow, the next day, and the day after! Shalalalala~ :D
Hey, come to think of it, maybe it's because i'm partially deaf that i did not hear the thermometer beep.. Ah... *(^.^)
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By the request of Pamela Koh:
The picture of Busted, with her beloved Charlie in the middle.
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Whao, saved my blog =) Went to copy and paste the Guestbook HTML codes wholesale and wreck my template. -dOt- Lucky i went Pam's blog and copied her Guestbook source, and redid my template. =) Me smart yea..hahaha, don't praise me too much kAy. I'll get a big head. =) mWhahahahahaha. Lame. Haha ^.^ Still, i've saved my template! Btw, i've went to so much trouble for the Guestbook, so please sign them yea? =P
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Gosh, i screwed up my template. Just bear with it for a while kay...-If anyone reads it. Harh. ^.^
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Sigh, was sitting on the bus today, and saw this Shuai Shuai guy got up. Hahaha, totally irrelevant, but still..=)
Anyway, was on the bus, and suddenly realised how self-centered i am. Here i am, looking at everyone through my own eyes, seeing them the way i'll see them, and [comparing] them to me, like whatever i do is the [perfect] ones. Then i tried seeing the surroundings from their views, me included, and tried to see what their thinking. Boy, is it a lot more different!
Then out of the blue, i have no idea who i am. Like what am i doing on the bus, why am i doing OM, why am i flying off to america. Just bassically Why-Am-I-Here.
I got off the bus before i found the answer.
Which reminds me, when i was young and on trips to malaysia without my siblings, i would always sit and stare out those windows and think, Why am i here. Who put me here, and is the world really at 2003 now? Or is it a different time zone for every generations? The [Monkey-Man] may be 'upgrading' themselves, and living in the world BC 123, while the futuristic ppl may be studying us like how we study the [Monkey-Man] in the year perhaps, 13JUI, however way they name their years. What am i exactly in this world? Yea, these was what i was thinking about in the car.
Another thing which i thought about, was, is the World the same to everyone as it seems to me? When i was angry and ed-up with my life as a child, i would think i'll rather be a horse. Then another thought will come to me, if i am a horse, the horse will be me, and so, there will be a Me in this world again, and i would feel as Me again. Get what i mean?I'll always be Me no matter what body i am in..
I still have no answers to those questions that i have when i'm young, but the answers don't matter much anymore... =) These things come and go yea..? =P
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Funny Asian Man
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Sigh..nothing much to do while i wait for American Idol to start. Guess i'm suppose to start on my homework. Kay, will do that later...
I think.
Hahaha..my sister bought me the Yummi Bears Vitamin C, and i'm suppose to eat 4 bears per day. Ms Teo said we have to start eating Vitamin C so that we'll be healthy when we go Iowa..[in regards of SARS] and i don't know how to eat pills, so my sis bought the Yummi Bears. hahahaha, which is catered specially for Children. Gosh, i must repeat again i'm not Childish. Haha, and anyway, i kept forgetting to eat them, so it's like the whole idea of eating Vitamin C is totally washed down the drain. I'm getting more and more forgetful with every 4 Yummi Bears that i take.. -.-" hahahahaha..
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Shalalala..Harh Harh Harh.
You're A School Girl!
You may not get the best grades, but you'll always
be found sporting your sleek school uniform.
You've got school spirit, and lots of it!
Pocket PCs and Pocky can be found in your
backpack, and you love cute stuffed animals
like teddy bears and bunnies!
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You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly
happy with almost everything you do and would
never cahnge your life.
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oK...so now there's nothing wrong again...so Bleag.
Went to make my IC just now, and so surprised to see so many different types of 15 year olds.. Eh, let's just say i'm glad to be at where i am.. hEh =P
Ate fishball noodles afterwards cause i'm famished, and was at the [something north bridge]. It's so interesting over there! The fishball noodle stall make me think of Malaysia..!! And the soup is so salty and nice. The whole place is so foreign to me, and i feel so foreign there. no idea why..-scratch head- There's even a trishaw!! Ah....and there's a bridge there which is made of wooden plank. Everything is so villag-y there.
So morbidlly depressed now. Went to get the Candly FLoss Making Machine from Toys'R'us, but it was sold out!! But the place is so fun!! I'll gladly work there, or make that my home and shirnk to just 1.2m, and 6 years old.!!I LOVE IT THERE! Could have easily stayed there for half a year. No, more. =D
OH yea, did i mention this playground i went to? It was at the fishball place too..It's so cool kay. They have this [ride], which is like a bicycle, only they don't have wheels. You sit on the seat, grab hold of the handles, which are attached to a small [shovel], and you actually get to spin and turn yourself around to shovel around the seat. Of course you can only shovel around the circumference of it, but still..... (*v*) Sad-ded i only got to play a little while on it cause my sister walked away. I'm wearing my hongzhi too, sorry to say. =) Hahahahaha...And i must repeat: I am NOT childish. (^^,)
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Eh...something's wrong. Went to the template page just now wanting to change a few settings, and nothing appeared at the box. NOTHING. ZILCH. DITTO. NADA. All pure white. And after i pressed the [Post and Publish] for this long entry, error occured. Bleag.!!
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Shalalalala...Quote of the day:
Why am i so tall huh? Why..?? I can't figure out too! Why? -Grin- mWhahahahahaha~ =P
But seriously, i'm like one of the shortest in class lo. -.-" Bleag~~ =P
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Sigh....there's still 25hours 30 minutes to AMI...How am i suppose to wait that long...? -.-"
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isn't that picture nice? hahahaha. Kk. Really gotta go eat my dinner..=)
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EH!!Now that Pamela has already uploaded a 'HUGE PICTURE' as quoted from her, i shall load mine toO!!! Don't shut your eyes everyone!!! =P
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You know what is so ironic about it..? I don't even read Harry Potter. Hahaha. Never touched it since i fell asleep reading the first book.. HP fans don't bash me up kK. i'm just stating things IMNSHO. Hahahaha! Learnt that from the IT Challenge in Assembly today. What does IMNSHO stands for in Chat language? whispers in the background I AM AN A*S-HOLEIn My Not So Humble Opinion? You're so excellently correct!.... -.-" mWhahahahahaha!
Btw, Pamela..is this counted as a picture? ;) Mwhahahahahaha!! =P
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You're Fred or George Weasley! (I'm not sure
which!)You're energetic and always on-the-go.
If there's mischief to be found, you'll find
it. You have a knack for making others laugh,
whether by playing tricks on them, telling them
jokes or just being goofy. You like friends who
appriciate your humour. I solemnly swear I am
up to no good!
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Shalala, so many things happen. First i must clarify: I am NOT childish. Yes, Janet Ng did mention i will grow up in 15 years, but i believe and prefer to think that she is talking about another aspect. -look down- To Jia Ling and Sophia, i am NOT childish. How can a huge giant block of wood here possibly be childish?! -sCratch head-
And shalala, totally thrash my juniors today. Quote my buddy,'You guys are getting waaay too haughty.' Hah. And what's the result of that?? We're doing Our idea for Arts Fest instead. Don't know who made you president anyway~ haha, that was a totally mean thing to say..Anyway, that shall teach you guys a lesson not to go ahead and make decisions when your seniors are away talking that -toOt- NAPFA test, and expect us to agree with your ideas and go ahead with everything you say. We're Fighters~! =) And we will get our way sooner or later~ TaDa. =)
We're so slacking for OM. I am anyway. Hiak, i shall work oh-so-hard from tomorrow onwards! =) But my mind's all filled with AMI-Clay =) Hahahahaha..Was dreaming of Thursday to come since last Thurs, 9.30pm. Am i obsessed? I hope so. Cause AMI's sooO nice =) Nice is too mild a word for it. AMI's simply mAjoocAaaawOnsAe. I have no idea what that means too, but it describes AMI =) Hiak...Anyway, yesterday...was trying to crack that piece of bamboo with a scissors, and the scissors suddenly slide, and i went AHHH. Ms Tan G.H happen to walk by and started staring at me in a really weird way. Gosh. Guess she didn't realise i've got such a loud voice even after teacher me for 2 years. My buddies asked me if i were alright, i took a quick look at my finger and say Yea, and i took another look, and it's bleeding terribly, and is said no,i'm bleeding and went to the toilet to wash my finger. The cut was quite deep, but it hurts oK..Haha.
Have this purple book that i keep passing to ppl to write. Hahahaha. To write what? Rubbish. Hahaha. come get the book from me whenever you want to write in it kK...
TaDa.
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Just read Pamela's entry in her blog..And got reminded about Oral again. Sigh, seriously don't know what i am gonna get. Hope i can still get around what i got last year..^.^
Sec 1
Chinese Oral teacher fell asleep while i was rattling on and on...
Sec 2
Broke my specs the night before, was squinting throughtout English Oral reading the passage. Chinese Oral didn't knew how to read those words in the passage, stumbled along. Comments given by oral teacher at the end: Conversation not bad, but your reading.... me:(in chinese)Oh, i broke my specs yesterday, couldn't see those words.[which were so not true cause my degree's quite low..haha (^^,)] teacher:Oh..oK. Then it's alright...
Hahahahahaha...and the thing is, halfway through the chinese oral, i said a [And Then...], and not only once. mUawk.. *hug belly and laugh* But i did oKay...
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Solitaire
There was a man
A lonely man
Who lost his love
Through his indifference
A heart that cared
That went unshared
Until it died
Within his silence
And solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him
Takes him down
And by himself it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again
And keeping to himself
He plays the game
Without her love
It always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing solitaire
A little hope
Goes up in smoke
Just how it goes
Goes without saying
There was a man
A lonely man
Who would command
The hand he's playing
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Was smelling my mom's Mother Day Cake just now, and my dad pushed my head into it. Got a smeary specs and a Pink-White-Cream nose just now. (^^,) hahahahaha...
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